Thanks for everything charm

I don't know if you will ever see this but I realized that this is faster than sending a mail to UK.

The last 3 years kinda flew past.

Recently, when I received your Facebook message, I was really touched. To think that you have gotten me a gift after all this time and separation makes me really really thankful and guilty as a friend. Funnily, I could have after all this time contacted you just by using Facebook and yet, I kind of never had the guts to do so. So thanks for doing what I had no guts to do because it really meant a lot to me.

I have tried really hard to forgive myself for what I have done to you in the past and maybe try to forget it, but I guess it is just very hard to do so. But after this time, and all the shit that has happened in my family, I realized that perhaps the best way to make it up to you is to simply let go of the past.

Actually, I have you to thank for new friendships I have forged. You are probably the kindest person I have met in my life and well, at first I didn't realise it but I have learnt a lot from you. I think you were the one who told me that sometimes it feels as though it doesn't pay to be nice to everyone since some might ultimately betray you and all but that it is infinitely better to be nice and hope to make a friend than to reject everyone. I guess in uni I have really put that to use.

I think most of all I miss having you to talk to. If you ever find university life tiring or lonely, you don't have to suck it up and put on a smile; just call me on skype or sth :)


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